Many Tears Animal Rescue (MTAR)
interview with Sylvia VanAtta
by Liz McDermott, Lampeter QM
In one corner of my garden, under the flowering raspberry bush, there are 3 dogs: Sox, Joe and Kip. Dogs who all came to me through Many Tears Animal Rescue and are now, corporeally, no longer with me. They constitute a mixed bag of border collie companions. For each one I can easily remember, whilst touring MTAR, that moment of recognition between human and animal when we both knew each other. Their dogged companionship, what many describe as the unconditional love of dogs for their owners, continues to be with me and I think of it as “Dog” and it continues to be with me in the form of Piper. Dog is with me in that still, silent place we, as Quakers and Friends, can sometimes find in Meeting for Worship, or for me, more often in fields, woods or beaches as we, Dog and I, walk together. All three, despite their tragic backgrounds and consequent behavioural issues became wonderful best friends. Sox supported me through my worst depression, walking for miles along the beaches of Cardigan Bay. Jo, friend and companion to Sox, lifted my heart many times with his jokes and tricks. Kip, the most beautiful of them all and the most damaged, was loving and protective to the point of biting other people.

Sylvia in front of the surgery door
As well as adopting dogs from MTAR I also used Cawdor boarding kennels, run by Bill VanAtta, for quite a few years. Even though it is more than an hour’s drive it was always worth the drive to know that my dogs were well looked after while I was away. So, it was a real privilege to be able to get to know Sylvia better in the form of an interview on behalf of QCA. I used to be a volunteer dog walker and trustee of a mixed animal sanctuary at one time, so I knew what problems had to be faced. I remember once arriving for my dog walking shift and feeling completely overwhelmed by the lack of sufficient space and the inevitable overcrowding in the kennels, the lack of money for veterinary care, spaying and neutering and the lack of reliable volunteers and staff. Then there was the heartbreaking plight of the hard-to-home dogs who were seriously ill, weakened by past cruelties and/or in some other way too damaged or dangerous to live in an ordinary domestic situation. “There are just too many dogs in the world” I said to a fellow dog walker as we discussed the overcrowding in the kennels. There was a general sense of hopelessness. That particular rescue centre no longer exists and I remember it as a collection of ramshackle buildings where we lurched from one crisis to another.
So I was keen to find out how Sylvia and Bill VanAtta coped. One way is by focusing their care to the most desperate and needy: ex-puppy farm stud dogs, breeding bitches who can no longer produce the commercially viable number of puppies per year and even the puppies themselves. Based in the middle of south Wales they are close to many of the UK’s puppy farms situated in south Wales and Ireland. Sylvia regularly makes the trip across the Irish sea to rescue dogs from puppy farms and other rescues. They also take in dogs on “death row” in the pounds as well as dogs from owners no longer able to keep them. They sometimes accept cats to rehome and there are horses that are there to provide emotional support and for people and groups who can benefit from the emotional support of time spent with these wonderful animals.
Sylvia VanAtta’s story

These three are clearly gaining comfort from being together and there is plenty of space for them. Not all are housed at the rescue; many are in foster homes all over the UK.
Bill and Sylvia ran a branch of the Humane Society of Richmond County in North Carolina in America where they were obliged to euthanize animals that were not rehomed; the experience affected them deeply and it led to them . (https://www.manytearsrescue.org/AboutUs.php) Sylvia has had a great deal of experience building and running animal rescue centres around the world but it was the experience with the humane society that affected her and Bill most strongly, leading them to buying Cawdor Kennels in south Wales and started the journey to the impressive establishment that I toured on Easter Saturday and Sylvia talked to me for about an hour.
There are well built, clean and airy kennels, an exercise yard with a few jumps and tunnels, a field for the horses, the veterinary surgery and Bill and Sylvia’s cottage. This is no small rescue in the usual sense as they rehome more than 3000 dogs a year, however, it is independent in that they are not a registered charity. They have well organised tours and no part of the premises is off limits, although the public is not encouraged to visit the veterinary surgery for obvious reasons.
Issues
The fact that most of the dogs have health or behavioural issues has presented Sylvia with several problems.
- Not least how to house so many puppy farm rejects in accommodation suitable for traumatised animals.
- Dogs that are impossible to home because of aggressive or dangerous behaviour. She described to me one of the few cases where the difficult decision not to rehome andto euthanize had to be taken. Although she didn’t say this explicitly, it struck me how awful these dogs’ experiences must have been and how desperately unhappy. And, of course, how difficult it must have been for Sylvia and the other rescue workers to make the decision and take the necessary steps. It takes a special sort of bravery to be able to do this, especially considering her history and the reason she began the rescue. I was impressed with the lengths taken to retrain and re-socialise difficult dogs. More impressive still is the way she will take time to visit other rescues having similar problems and help them with the retraining. As she says on the MTAR website “I used to avoid any rescue that euthanized animals, instead of opening my eyes and going to them to help to change”.
- The relationship with dog breeders and puppy farm owners. Over the years Sylvia has got to know some of the breeders who regularly offload dogs and puppies that are unprofitable. She has come to understand that a relationship must be maintained in some form so that the unwanted dogs are not killed on the farm or left to die in a barn or farm outbuilding. See QCA Puppy Farm Briefing. As Sylvia said, “ We are truly struggling with the amount of dogs being given in now as Lucy’s law is kicking in. We are trying to help them all, so any help would be wonderful.”
- Veterinary care. As well as the regular neutering, vaccinations, microchipping etc. some dogs need specialist veterinary care. The onsite veterinary clinic was in full swing when I visited.
Obviously this is expensive and Sylvia uses various means to ensure veterinary cover such as providing veterinary experience to newly qualified vets as well as paying vets from local surgeries. The veterinary clinic is in a separate modulated building which is now suffering from the effects of the damp welsh weather. MTAR has applied for planning permission for a sturdier and more suitable building, although there is currently no money to rebuild.

MTAR dogs recovering from surgery
Following the interview and the usual Quakerly hiatus between committee meetings I am pleased to say QCA has now decided to support MTAR with a donation. Rescuing dogs like Sox, Kip, Jo and my current companion Piper is always going to be difficult, emotionally draining, expensive and time consuming. MTAR meets the challenges as well as any good intentioned rescue can. I came away from spending time with Sylvia convinced that she and Bill are doing the best job that can be done: helping a large number of needy dogs most of whom have suffered in puppy farms. Dog would approve.

The operating table
I have a cairn terrier who came from MTAR in 2008 she is now 16.5 years . She came from a puppy farm and was in a terrible state, outside she was afraid to walk on the grass . This shows that they can have a good life with love and care
Thanks for writing this article, Liz. Such a worthwhile cause and, of course, one that should not be needed. Can only hope puppy farming becomes illegal in Wales